feelings

sometimes i wonder why i  am the way i am. we all have things that we don't like about ourselves i guess. and on one level, i believe it can be easy to cover up those things, or hide them from other people. on another level though, it can be hard when these things get in your way, or someone suggests something that goes against how you feel or view something. it's also hard when you feel like your feelings are just weird or not normal. you don't want to explain them to even the closest person because you feel like you'll be judged or viewed weirdly. or maybe because you will hear something you don't want to hear about how you shouldn't feel that way.

in one view, i feel like people should hear things they don't want to hear. sometimes that must happen in order for something better to come about. on the other hand, i feel like when it comes to feelings or the way someone views something, people should be more understanding and not so critical. sometimes one cannot help the way they feel about something, nor can they change the way they feel. i believe the only circumstance in which views must change is if those views are putting strain on another person. other than that, i think that people should be more understanding about how someone views something. otherwise, that person who shared their feelings only leaves feeling critcized, hurt, and/or feeling like they just aren't normal.

i know this post may not be that interesting to many of you, but i just needed a way to vent. i figured this was better than anything else. if you have any comments, please feel free to share them.

peaceeee out.